FIRST OF ALL I dont want a utopia community cause they fing annoy me and yes im going to be mean and stark and blah blah blah =_= atm Im dealing with a problem that has come up EVERY year on june 27th so its not ONLY the community here i cant take alot of things because im overly sensitive the same way i was around april 19th so please dont call me a utopia enabler. Im just sick of having to convince Japanese users im not a troll because of over seas users and Honestly the forum is making me hate utau and I dont WANT to hate it because its fun.
dont mark me down because I leave =_= dear god Im leaving on personal reasons and yes there are trolls here. there are many they are normally not seen as trolls because everyone's veiw of what a troll is is distorted.
ANd a hated discussion isnt what i was talking about actually you guys have no idea what im talking about and i want it that way FOR A REASON.
-sighs- If you want to know why im leaving... lets see... I hate feeling like everything is falling apart and i hate crying over simple things and I hate that recently I cant even trust my boyfriend becuase some of the people here ive met are betraying and lying about me behind my back. Im having alot of issues that arent involving utauloid and alot that are. Mainly Im TAKING A BREAK BECAUSE well... There are trolls but I think the only person who sees them is Myst. and I cant handle it right now.
and yeah i know most of this is blah blah blah sh*t but I dont care. Im sick of people saying "OH your wrong!" because of the way i feel. Ive actually been crying alot lately because of unripe doo-doo covered banana coming from OU and aline knows whats going on Sora does and a few others. I feel abandoned and pushed out of the community and people saying "oh You dont know what your talkinf about" -sighs- I know what a troll is. I deal with them in reality more than anyone here knows. -sighs- Im over explaining myself want to know why I left? Skype me or msn me.
OH and Mari... LEanr something about me now.
I have dealt with more things than you know.
I have seen people i loved dearly die and I have been beaten for crying over their deaths... so please dont tell me the world is harsh I know it is. Leave a day in my shoes... =( I have lost something most people never have to hurt over losing.... so please understand Im very sensitive around June 27th and April 19th... because its the birthday of two people... two children that should have never lost their lives.
Sorry if I came off mean or anything... =/ Im not well.. in this i think it was more of an explosion on all my feelings recently... so I cant help how i feel nor can anyone tell me how to feel.
anyways Ill explain to anyone who wants to know why Im having issues in rl im pms or skype. EternalMelodiesV
I am to be broken. I am to be derided all my life. I am to be cast up and down among these men and women, with their twitching faces, with their lying tongues, like a cork on a rough sea. Like a ribbon of weed I am flung far every time the door opens.
Virginia Woolf (1882-1941)
British novelist and essayist.