Why is my heart so tired from crying?
Why do I hate myself so much?

The people that walk past are laughing
Are they making fun of me?
Why am I hesitating?
If only I could just stop breathing painlessly
Someone please help me
My heart yell out in loneliness
Even if I pretend to be tough
I want someone to find me soon

Why is it that even though my heart feels so lonely
Why do I try so hard to push people away?
If I were to disappear from this world tomorrow
I bet there won't be anyone who would cry for me
I want someone important to me
Who can laugh and cry with me
The other [me] is sighing and yelling

The friends I have are in the
dimly lit box of digital garden
Easy to walk away, easy to approach
If it becomes troublesome, I can just leave
But I have realized that I'm not content
Don't you want to dispose of that self
and get a new life?

Even now, I am hesitant
Afraid to touch even such a small ripple
You cannot turn into the "real me"
you secretly long to be this way
it's about time you cut it out and wake up
In [your] reflection in the mirror of people's heart
Will I be found smiling there?

From now on, please push yourself forward
Because even after [I] vanish
I will always be watching over you