Copypasta~ For the most part. YT doesn't allow long descs D:
This is beta because I've been working on this all rushed-ly and at my grandma's place (I'm stuck here for a few days now...), and her speakers suck so I can't really tell what the hell is going on and whether (ugh... sp?) I'm doing good or not.
Yeah and the UST was all messed up.
...ALSO. I CAN'T DRAW WITH A MOUSE, GIMME A BREAK.
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So the pic represents alot of things.
Semi-transparent top: MAYU WAS RAPED. SHE IS NO LONGER A VIRGIN. Clear enough?
Lipstick: Stereotype, but it's supposed to represent how she had mentally matured... 21-year-old anyone? (poor Mayu, stuck in a 14yo's body.)
Tears: So there was this deal with another guy other than Akio... yeah... long story.
Sunset: The end of a chapter in Mayu's life (YAY CLICHE) and the beginning of a new one 8D
This means she may or may not change her ways of thinking and may or may not break up with Akio. Don't even question this, she's not the same Mayu.
All of the above is based on real events that happened to Mayu (mostly through chatplay).
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[ ROMAJI LYRICS ]
mayoi wa itsukaraka futarini otozure ta
tanku yawara kana kaze ni kokoro wa tachi tomaru
naze anata nanokana? imade wa wakaranai
sono yasashii egao ni watashi wa tada amae teru
machiawase wa itsudemo kawa mukai madogiwa no seki
okiniiri no jikan ga yukkurito nagare teyuku
iyafon karakobore ochi teku ano kyoku no utsukushii merody
ima, shigatsu gafurisosogu
So I'm gonna leave you. Tsuyogarino daikirai
sunao na kimochi ima mo sora ni houkou udake
So I'm gonna leave you. sukoshi dake regret
dokokani oki wasure ta "aishiteru"
miage ta heya no mado ni ori tsumoru hanabira
toki wa susumu nowoyamete sotto watashi ni toi kakeru
mata tsuma ranai kotode anata wo kizutsu keta
mou hitori no watashi wa marude nanika niobieteru
deatta goroni itsumo ude kimi daano namikimichi
anata ga oshie tekureta ano kyoku futo kuchi zusamu
wasure kaketa kimochi ga honno sukoshi modotta mitai
mata, shigatsu gafurisosogu
So I'm gonna leave you. Tsuyogarino daikirai
hontou no kotoba ima mo sora ni houkou udake
So I'm gonna leave you. Sukoshi dake regret
dokokani oki wasure ta "aishiteru"
yagate otozure ta saigo deatta goro to onaji kisetsu
"mou modore naiyo ..." tte anata kara no sayonara nanone
seijaku no tokino naka doano mae anata wa nai teita
sakini naka rechattara watashi wa tsuyoga rushi kanaiyo
sono senaka ni mukatte omowazu koe ga daso uninaru
tobira ga shimaru oto ni saigo no chansu kaki kesa reta
mou fureru koto suradekinai no?
tada koe wo tsutae rukotosaemo
mou nido to ... mou nido to ... mou nido to ... mou nido to ...
sou odaya kani kisetsu wa kawa tteiku
hoo wokasumeruyo tanku yawara kai kaze
Ah dokokaraka kasuka ni kiko etekuru
sore wa ano nichi no yasashii merody
So I'm gonna leave you. Tsuyogarino daikirai
sunao na kimochi ima mo sora ni houkou udake
So I'm gonna leave you. Sukoshi dake regret
dokokani oki wasure ta "aishiteru"
[ ENGLISH LYRICS ]
Doubts had sprang up between us before we knew
My mind keeps staying in the faint and soft wind
Why did I fall in love with you? I no longer know
I'm still clinging to your gentle smiles
A table near the window across the river is always where we promised to meet
My favorite time is flowing slowly
The beautiful melody of that tune is leaking from the headphones
Another sunny and warm April has arrived
So Im gonna leave you. I'm pretending to hate you
My true feelings have been still lost in the sky
So I'm gonna leave you. I'm regretful a little bit
I left behind my "I love you" somewhere
Looking up at the window in my room, I see petals dancing in the wind
Time stops moving on, I ask myself quietly
Why do I keep blaming you for something stupid and hurt you?
Another me seemsto be afraid of something
That street we used to walk arm in arm
I unconsciously sing that song you told me
I think I got back the feelings I used to have for you
Another sunny and warm April has arrived
So Im gonna leave you. I'm pretending to hate you
My true feelings have been still lost in the sky
So I'm gonna leave you. I'm regretful a little bit
I left behind my "I love you" somewhere
The time has finally come, it's the same season we met for the first time
"We can't get along anymore..." it's a goodbye to me, right?
You were crying in silence in front of the door
Because you cried, I had no choice but pretending to be strong
I didn't want you to dump me as you turned your back to me
The door closed and I missed the last chance
I can never touch you again?
I can't tell you anything, even one word?
Never ever... never ever... never ever... never ever...
Seasons gently change
Faint and soft wind blows on my cheek
Ah, I hear small sounds from somewhere
It's the gentle melody I heard on that day
So Im gonna leave you. I'm pretending to hate you
My true feelings have been still lost in the sky
So I'm gonna leave you. I'm regretful a little bit
I left behind my "I love you" somewhere
This is beta because I've been working on this all rushed-ly and at my grandma's place (I'm stuck here for a few days now...), and her speakers suck so I can't really tell what the hell is going on and whether (ugh... sp?) I'm doing good or not.
Yeah and the UST was all messed up.
...ALSO. I CAN'T DRAW WITH A MOUSE, GIMME A BREAK.
--
So the pic represents alot of things.
Semi-transparent top: MAYU WAS RAPED. SHE IS NO LONGER A VIRGIN. Clear enough?
Lipstick: Stereotype, but it's supposed to represent how she had mentally matured... 21-year-old anyone? (poor Mayu, stuck in a 14yo's body.)
Tears: So there was this deal with another guy other than Akio... yeah... long story.
Sunset: The end of a chapter in Mayu's life (YAY CLICHE) and the beginning of a new one 8D
This means she may or may not change her ways of thinking and may or may not break up with Akio. Don't even question this, she's not the same Mayu.
All of the above is based on real events that happened to Mayu (mostly through chatplay).
--
[ ROMAJI LYRICS ]
mayoi wa itsukaraka futarini otozure ta
tanku yawara kana kaze ni kokoro wa tachi tomaru
naze anata nanokana? imade wa wakaranai
sono yasashii egao ni watashi wa tada amae teru
machiawase wa itsudemo kawa mukai madogiwa no seki
okiniiri no jikan ga yukkurito nagare teyuku
iyafon karakobore ochi teku ano kyoku no utsukushii merody
ima, shigatsu gafurisosogu
So I'm gonna leave you. Tsuyogarino daikirai
sunao na kimochi ima mo sora ni houkou udake
So I'm gonna leave you. sukoshi dake regret
dokokani oki wasure ta "aishiteru"
miage ta heya no mado ni ori tsumoru hanabira
toki wa susumu nowoyamete sotto watashi ni toi kakeru
mata tsuma ranai kotode anata wo kizutsu keta
mou hitori no watashi wa marude nanika niobieteru
deatta goroni itsumo ude kimi daano namikimichi
anata ga oshie tekureta ano kyoku futo kuchi zusamu
wasure kaketa kimochi ga honno sukoshi modotta mitai
mata, shigatsu gafurisosogu
So I'm gonna leave you. Tsuyogarino daikirai
hontou no kotoba ima mo sora ni houkou udake
So I'm gonna leave you. Sukoshi dake regret
dokokani oki wasure ta "aishiteru"
yagate otozure ta saigo deatta goro to onaji kisetsu
"mou modore naiyo ..." tte anata kara no sayonara nanone
seijaku no tokino naka doano mae anata wa nai teita
sakini naka rechattara watashi wa tsuyoga rushi kanaiyo
sono senaka ni mukatte omowazu koe ga daso uninaru
tobira ga shimaru oto ni saigo no chansu kaki kesa reta
mou fureru koto suradekinai no?
tada koe wo tsutae rukotosaemo
mou nido to ... mou nido to ... mou nido to ... mou nido to ...
sou odaya kani kisetsu wa kawa tteiku
hoo wokasumeruyo tanku yawara kai kaze
Ah dokokaraka kasuka ni kiko etekuru
sore wa ano nichi no yasashii merody
So I'm gonna leave you. Tsuyogarino daikirai
sunao na kimochi ima mo sora ni houkou udake
So I'm gonna leave you. Sukoshi dake regret
dokokani oki wasure ta "aishiteru"
[ ENGLISH LYRICS ]
Doubts had sprang up between us before we knew
My mind keeps staying in the faint and soft wind
Why did I fall in love with you? I no longer know
I'm still clinging to your gentle smiles
A table near the window across the river is always where we promised to meet
My favorite time is flowing slowly
The beautiful melody of that tune is leaking from the headphones
Another sunny and warm April has arrived
So Im gonna leave you. I'm pretending to hate you
My true feelings have been still lost in the sky
So I'm gonna leave you. I'm regretful a little bit
I left behind my "I love you" somewhere
Looking up at the window in my room, I see petals dancing in the wind
Time stops moving on, I ask myself quietly
Why do I keep blaming you for something stupid and hurt you?
Another me seemsto be afraid of something
That street we used to walk arm in arm
I unconsciously sing that song you told me
I think I got back the feelings I used to have for you
Another sunny and warm April has arrived
So Im gonna leave you. I'm pretending to hate you
My true feelings have been still lost in the sky
So I'm gonna leave you. I'm regretful a little bit
I left behind my "I love you" somewhere
The time has finally come, it's the same season we met for the first time
"We can't get along anymore..." it's a goodbye to me, right?
You were crying in silence in front of the door
Because you cried, I had no choice but pretending to be strong
I didn't want you to dump me as you turned your back to me
The door closed and I missed the last chance
I can never touch you again?
I can't tell you anything, even one word?
Never ever... never ever... never ever... never ever...
Seasons gently change
Faint and soft wind blows on my cheek
Ah, I hear small sounds from somewhere
It's the gentle melody I heard on that day
So Im gonna leave you. I'm pretending to hate you
My true feelings have been still lost in the sky
So I'm gonna leave you. I'm regretful a little bit
I left behind my "I love you" somewhere