This is gonna seem selfish talking about my self a lot but it's for all our safety OTL.
- - I'm having, recently, really REALLY bad depressive spells. So I might give up on things for a while Try to forgive me if I drop off the face of the earth any time soon. I'll be back. It's part of having bad seasonal depression. Winter always does this. - Plus my insomnia doesn't help. I have problems sleeping when It's too hot or too cold, and my body doesn't adjust it self so. Being in Oregon, we have a lot of clouds, and lack of sun...and the sun [vitamin D] gives you the happiness, plus I'm lazy and fat, so I don't exorcise and those give you endorphins. So I get really depressed. I already hate everything I do. So this just gives me a reason to stop. I'll bounce back and not hate my self as much, but it's just a pre-warning in case I suddenly disappear, or act/seem depressed.